Midst Winter’s Rain

Somewhere midst of winter’s rain,
i found her crying in utmost pain,
i asked her the reason for her sadness,
she answered like there was nothing to remain,
i was looking at her pearl like ear drops,
shining like a full moon in starry nights,
flowing down her cheeks like melted snow,
i was falling in love with her with instant gaze,
she was beautiful like limitless sky,
i was wondering what made her cry,
was it her beauty which made her vulnerable,
or was it her beautiful heart which made her sigh,
she was wearing cloaks of lies and emotions,
just to hide the truth of her life and its implications,
what i found while looking at her was her cupid smile,
i was falling in love with her in my vivid imaginations,
she was the definition of perfection for me,
beautiful like a fairy and elegant like an angel,
having smile like an innocent child,
yet crying like a little daughter in needed time,
she was my destiny in my fated time,
but all i could was to wander around her like lost time,
watching her from a distance just to see her safe,
i became the prisoner of her dreams in my steins gate,
Whispers of her heart echoed in my ears,
like a melody of a broken heart in despair,
i tried to decipher the language of her love verses,
but all i could do was to recite them in phrases,
i surrendered to her beauty like a lost warrior,
while holding the pieces of my heart like the pearls of a necklace,
counting the days passing like a winter storm,
yet holding myself together to make it through in love space,
she became my life as i wrote down her whispers,
trying to become a poet while becoming an author,
she was everything i ever dreamt about in my life,
yet i found myself awake from the dream like a broken mirror, 

मुक़द्दर इम्तिहान जिंदगी

तुमसे पहली मुलाकात में अपना मुक़द्दर हार बैठा हूँ,
तुमसे प्यार करके मैं अपना दिल हार बैठा हूँ.

ज़िंदगी ने एक अलग मुकाम लिया ही था,
तुमसे उस मुलाकात में अपनी ज़िंदगी हार बैठा हूँ.

पहली बार लगा था कोई शक़स मुझे अपना सा,
मैं उस शक़स में अपनी कायनात छोड़ बैठा हूँ.

बड़ी शिद्दत से गले लगाया उसने मुझे अपना जानकर,
उतनी शिद्दत से उसके जेहन में अपनी यादें छोड़ बैठा हूँ.

तेरी यादों से गुफ्तगू होती रही रात भर,
उन रातों में मैं अपनी तन्हाई छोड़ बैठा हूँ,

संभाले बैठे था अपने अश्क़ो को बहने से मैं,
लकिन तेरी एक तस्वीर को देखकर मैं अपनी रुसवाई छोड़ बैठा हूँ.

 से इम्तिहान लेती रही जिंदगी हमसे तेरी मोहब्बत में,
तेरी रूह में उन इम्तिहानों के जवाब छोड़ बैठा हूँ.